Friday, December 29, 2006

i know we meet almost like only once or twice a month
and your always filled with your activities, friends and events.
we're always so busy and somehow its hard for us to meet often.

and over msn, even thou we chat occasionally, you'll always
stop replying me after a period of time. and after that.. thats it.

but everytime we meet, we always hug each other, holding each other
while watching movies, we're always having fun with each
other's company. i'll honestly tell you, i love what we do, together.

but you seem to think im just another guy who does this to all the girls
and its normal to me. its not. it never was with you. everytime we meet up,
my feelings just comes back to you and its just you. i know its all just words and
maybe somehow i'll get over this matter in a few days.

but now, im feeling the ache in my heart. something just yearns in me to be with
you. i wish i could live in denial forever and that would just satisfy my life. but still
reality hits me back again. and its really that painful not knowing how its all gonna
end up. my insecurities can kill me in an instant. but still, i was there to subside your
problems and tell you everything will be alright.

the absurd painful feelings just drives me crazy enough.
but still, i'll still sing the song i promised you.

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|Friday, December 29, 2006|


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