Thursday, June 22, 2006

dad, stop bringing me down all the time... please.
i know i've been a failure,

everything i do, just dont really seem to work out for you.
i know i'm not a good enough son.
to fit your expectation in my life and my future.
i dont even know what i'll end up in the future.
i know i'm not close to you, or mom, or my brother, or my sister.
i know i'm not close to my family now.
maybe i've just drifted apart.
i know i didn't follow in your footsteps.
and end up, i'm in this current state.

i'm afraid to tell you that i'm not happy with my course at all.
i hate doing electronic stuffs, i hate doing engineering maths
or network planning. i regret choosing this course.
but still, i've been in it for 2 years now, and soon i'm gonna grad
from this course, with a diploma i know nuts in.

and see my future fall apart.
i dont even know what type of job i'll be doing.
but i'd make plans for it, its my own life
i'll figure a way out myself.
when i've been thru things the hard way.


your always right, and i'm always wrong.
whatever i do, is just wrong.

i know i get angry easily when you just say a few words.
i'm trying to control it.
i'm sorry...

i'm not a good son,
i'm sorry for that.

i'd still kiss you goodnight,
cus your my dad, i'm proud of having you as my dad.
i love you.

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