its been over a week.
i'm still having that ache inside.
how bout you?
you know sometimes its like..
we're on and off
you'd treat me nice and i'd treat you cold
i'd treat you nice and you'd treat me cold
i know we do have alot of differences
but differences we can always work it out
in the past we always talk our problems out and solve them w/o quarrels.
but now it seems like quarrel is the only thing we can come up with.
i know you keep it inside all the time.
just takin in the words and not saying anything back
look, i'm sorry, i have really treated you bad.
most of the time i dont know the things i'm doing
thats why i need you there, tell me my faults
make me a better person.
you used to be there. but what happened
you just went suddenly quiet n cold
you said i've changed alot.
i did. but rememeber what we read on saturday?
E - Expect change in his/her character. changes occur due to environment, emotions, stress. learn to accept the changed person. you dont want a dummy.
i do have this feeling, why cant you accept me and the way i've changed?
i changed for the worse yes. but if you had at least give in, chances that i'll change back right?
why did you just started being quiet cold and all?
that moment when you told me you've given up on me sometime ago,
you know it kinda breaks my heart to hear you say that
you told me your just holding on, not giving in, you can but you dont know if you shld.
what did i do wrong?
the only answer you've given me is that i've changed
and because of that phone call where i flared up at you
i've apologised as much as i can.
but still your the same.
not to mention that you too have changed
but i still tried to accept you.
i still msg you n all.
but how about you?
sometimes in school i still think about why n what happened
its all of a sudden.
i tried to give in one more go.
but you said no..
and when you started crying n all i was there to comfort you.
but when i cried?
infront of my sister and her friends and it was her birthday
i wished that you were there
so i called you after i've stopped.
asked you if your okay
claudia, i still care.
i know you've been hurt.
you've been holding on all these while
giving in to me occasionally.
you said your feelings have changed.
sometimes in a relationship, even in bad times
its the commitment that matters.
not based on feelings and thoughts
they come on and off at times.
when i look at your friendster and i still see my pictures there
i get scared what if you took it all down.
it'll hurt.
look at mine.
i still havent really changed anything at all.
i dont want to.
im still there.
and you know how i feel.
that kiss i gave you goodbye
that rose.
i wonder how you feel..
all i can say..
my feelings are still here..
i still have feelings for you.
and, i'm sorry.
i wished you'd call me.
i miss you.
Another ditch in the road
You keep moving
Another stop sign
You keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
Savage Garden - Two Beds & A Coffee Machine
its been over a week.
i'm still having that ache inside.
how bout you?
you know sometimes its like..
we're on and off
you'd treat me nice and i'd treat you cold
i'd treat you nice and you'd treat me cold
i know we do have alot of differences
but differences we can always work it out
in the past we always talk our problems out and solve them w/o quarrels.
but now it seems like quarrel is the only thing we can come up with.
i know you keep it inside all the time.
just takin in the words and not saying anything back
look, i'm sorry, i have really treated you bad.
most of the time i dont know the things i'm doing
thats why i need you there, tell me my faults
make me a better person.
you used to be there. but what happened
you just went suddenly quiet n cold
you said i've changed alot.
i did. but rememeber what we read on saturday?
E - Expect change in his/her character. changes occur due to environment, emotions, stress. learn to accept the changed person. you dont want a dummy.
i do have this feeling, why cant you accept me and the way i've changed?
i changed for the worse yes. but if you had at least give in, chances that i'll change back right?
why did you just started being quiet cold and all?
that moment when you told me you've given up on me sometime ago,
you know it kinda breaks my heart to hear you say that
you told me your just holding on, not giving in, you can but you dont know if you shld.
what did i do wrong?
the only answer you've given me is that i've changed
and because of that phone call where i flared up at you
i've apologised as much as i can.
but still your the same.
not to mention that you too have changed
but i still tried to accept you.
i still msg you n all.
but how about you?
sometimes in school i still think about why n what happened
its all of a sudden.
i tried to give in one more go.
but you said no..
and when you started crying n all i was there to comfort you.
but when i cried?
infront of my sister and her friends and it was her birthday
i wished that you were there
so i called you after i've stopped.
asked you if your okay
claudia, i still care.
i know you've been hurt.
you've been holding on all these while
giving in to me occasionally.
you said your feelings have changed.
sometimes in a relationship, even in bad times
its the commitment that matters.
not based on feelings and thoughts
they come on and off at times.
when i look at your friendster and i still see my pictures there
i get scared what if you took it all down.
it'll hurt.
look at mine.
i still havent really changed anything at all.
i dont want to.
im still there.
and you know how i feel.
that kiss i gave you goodbye
that rose.
i wonder how you feel..
all i can say..
my feelings are still here..
i still have feelings for you.
and, i'm sorry.
i wished you'd call me.
i miss you.