its been a while since i even visited my blog or thought about updating it.
kinda lost interest in blogging.. though its a good place to write whatever i want down. just gets bored at a certain time i guess. soon after a moment.. will feel like blogging again. more like on and off. since im here.. might as well just type out whatever i feel like saying eh?
infact i dont even have much to say right now.
more like lazy to type it out or sth sth..
i'm lazy to go to school these days.. i wonder why.. maybe becuase esp on mon n tues.. my lessons are super long and boring?
i think tts the fault. im just plain lazy. what to do. but procastinate and let it get worse.
feeling tired esp on mondays n tuesdays.. REALLY tired. i hate sch on these 2 days.. wed. well its a great day cuz only 2 hour lectures.. and after that.. long hours in sch on thurs n fridays.
i'm like dragging myself into laziness day by day. till i get a slap on my face.. then i'd wake up. what slap? literally or what.. just slap me awake.
and now that my parents are both overseas, my sis and me have the entire house to ourselves. total freedom. but yet.. i feel sth is just missing. im not really used to not having my parents around, i dont think im that independant.
i need someone to be by myside almost all the time. if not i guess i'll shatter.
thanks to my girl.. there is someone to be by my side.
like you said to me.. if im happy you'll be happy.
i'm happy having you. i hope your happy having me too.
i miss those times where you'd go to school.. morning call me up.
rememeber 7am?
i cant wait to see you tmr.
we're gonna have a blast.
like we always do.
further on about my school.. i feel like typing in alot.
just learned on about routers today. and during that lesson..i keep thinking..
do i really want a job in this type of environment.. where i have to face technical gadgets all thru my life till the day i die? do i really have to face myself with all mechnical things.. sometimes i dont really like my course. the things i learn. seems all like wrong to me.
but then again. i have my friends there. they play a big role. i love my classmates.
i see my dad working as a chief engineer on a marine ship, able to support my family.
my bro, also able to support his own family. overseas lecturer.
my sis, im sure shes gonna make it big one day.. she is hardworking n creative. and smart.
me?
i dont even know if i can support myself in the future.. thinking about this really makes me feel like shit. what if im not able to do it. i dont wanna disappoint my parents.. all of them are sucessful.
me?
i really wanna try hard. yet i just cant bring myself to. i really need a huge slap on my face.
money really matters in this century.
Another ditch in the road
You keep moving
Another stop sign
You keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
Savage Garden - Two Beds & A Coffee Machine
its been a while since i even visited my blog or thought about updating it.
kinda lost interest in blogging.. though its a good place to write whatever i want down. just gets bored at a certain time i guess. soon after a moment.. will feel like blogging again. more like on and off. since im here.. might as well just type out whatever i feel like saying eh?
infact i dont even have much to say right now.
more like lazy to type it out or sth sth..
i'm lazy to go to school these days.. i wonder why.. maybe becuase esp on mon n tues.. my lessons are super long and boring?
i think tts the fault. im just plain lazy. what to do. but procastinate and let it get worse.
feeling tired esp on mondays n tuesdays.. REALLY tired. i hate sch on these 2 days.. wed. well its a great day cuz only 2 hour lectures.. and after that.. long hours in sch on thurs n fridays.
i'm like dragging myself into laziness day by day. till i get a slap on my face.. then i'd wake up. what slap? literally or what.. just slap me awake.
and now that my parents are both overseas, my sis and me have the entire house to ourselves. total freedom. but yet.. i feel sth is just missing. im not really used to not having my parents around, i dont think im that independant.
i need someone to be by myside almost all the time. if not i guess i'll shatter.
thanks to my girl.. there is someone to be by my side.
like you said to me.. if im happy you'll be happy.
i'm happy having you. i hope your happy having me too.
i miss those times where you'd go to school.. morning call me up.
rememeber 7am?
i cant wait to see you tmr.
we're gonna have a blast.
like we always do.
further on about my school.. i feel like typing in alot.
just learned on about routers today. and during that lesson..i keep thinking..
do i really want a job in this type of environment.. where i have to face technical gadgets all thru my life till the day i die? do i really have to face myself with all mechnical things.. sometimes i dont really like my course. the things i learn. seems all like wrong to me.
but then again. i have my friends there. they play a big role. i love my classmates.
i see my dad working as a chief engineer on a marine ship, able to support my family.
my bro, also able to support his own family. overseas lecturer.
my sis, im sure shes gonna make it big one day.. she is hardworking n creative. and smart.
me?
i dont even know if i can support myself in the future.. thinking about this really makes me feel like shit. what if im not able to do it. i dont wanna disappoint my parents.. all of them are sucessful.
me?
i really wanna try hard. yet i just cant bring myself to. i really need a huge slap on my face.
money really matters in this century.