Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Hate. Oh yes.

my sister's boyfriend, would like to lend 2K from my mom. To buy some equipment.

1. my family is already in debts, not fully paid.
2. we only have enough cash for ourselves.
3. my mom is scared to lose face.

so guess what, my mom is now 90% gonna lend it to that boyfriend of hers.
oh well.. i dont even talk much to him. finding my mom when he needs cash. why can he find is own mom?
they're wealthier than us. they can afford to buy a house to live in. we can't. we dont have enough cash.

all my mom wants is FACE. thats what we all want. FACE.
we want to show others that we're capable of this and that, whatever.
in debts, still want to add more into it.

last time, my dad lends money to his friend as he is kind hearted.
long ago, he lent 10K to this guy, well the money never came back. only a small percentage of it.
few years back, he lent 5K to another guy, not even a single percent of the money came back.
they both just disappeared.
thats what a kind person gets. cheated.

now i guess its my mom's turn.
people asking for 2K.
she says he is going to be part of the family since he is my sister's boyfriend.
so its okay to lend.
do we really trust human with money?


i try giving my opinion.
what does my sister say's?

"dont interfere, you don't have anything to do with it."

my mom agrees.

if she dont help, she'll think that her boyfriend will say that my family is bad. never help when trouble comes.
i dont find that boyfriend helping my family at all.

since both of you said that,
my points means nothing.

well it seems like i've not much use being in this family right.
no. it seems more like im not part of the family at all.

no matter what.
i still love you.
because your my family.

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|Wednesday, September 07, 2005|


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