My brother made my mom and sis quarrel yesterday. Why does he starts up things all the time.. I try to make a say and my words fell on deaf ears. My brother tells my sis to buy this and that thing for him, asks mom to pay for him first. Then when my mom pays, he don't return the cash. Its happening all the time. Mom already got him a $400+ Keyboard, and now he wants a $300 speaker. Sometimes I really find that my brother is selfish. He don't think of my family, only when in need, he comes to my mom. Whenever I try to say something, my mom scolds me back. Says he's my brother, but can't she see he is using her money for his own use? I try to help yet she scolds me. My brother thinks we're rich cuz he don't know the situation we're having. He just keeps ordering this n that without thinking for our family. Without thinking of our financial problems, he should know my sister is working and don't have time for his errands, my mom is working to pay bills, so is my dad to return debts. Honestly, my family is in heavy problems yet my brother.. he just thinks of himself.
No matter how my mom explains we've got no money, he says he'll send cash over. He didn't send a single cent over at all. Its just words.
And that angers me, but I cant even do a single thing but to stand back and watch the quarrel go on. Its always happening from him. We've already have enough trouble here and he justs adds more. Whats my family going to be in the future..
I couldn't sleep at all yesterday. Trouble come n go. Its been over 6 years since my family had a happy moment together, these 6 years its all debts and problems one after another. I try my best to help, but all my help does nothing at all. I'm nothing at all. But I know I wont give up. I got the confidence that I can help my family. I won't let them down. Even if i grow up to become a toilet cleaner or a hopeless person, I know I can help my family because I love them.
sometimes i wish someone was there for me, in this cold reality..
Another ditch in the road
You keep moving
Another stop sign
You keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
Savage Garden - Two Beds & A Coffee Machine
My brother made my mom and sis quarrel yesterday. Why does he starts up things all the time.. I try to make a say and my words fell on deaf ears. My brother tells my sis to buy this and that thing for him, asks mom to pay for him first. Then when my mom pays, he don't return the cash. Its happening all the time. Mom already got him a $400+ Keyboard, and now he wants a $300 speaker. Sometimes I really find that my brother is selfish. He don't think of my family, only when in need, he comes to my mom. Whenever I try to say something, my mom scolds me back. Says he's my brother, but can't she see he is using her money for his own use? I try to help yet she scolds me. My brother thinks we're rich cuz he don't know the situation we're having. He just keeps ordering this n that without thinking for our family. Without thinking of our financial problems, he should know my sister is working and don't have time for his errands, my mom is working to pay bills, so is my dad to return debts. Honestly, my family is in heavy problems yet my brother.. he just thinks of himself.
No matter how my mom explains we've got no money, he says he'll send cash over. He didn't send a single cent over at all. Its just words.
And that angers me, but I cant even do a single thing but to stand back and watch the quarrel go on. Its always happening from him. We've already have enough trouble here and he justs adds more. Whats my family going to be in the future..
I couldn't sleep at all yesterday. Trouble come n go. Its been over 6 years since my family had a happy moment together, these 6 years its all debts and problems one after another. I try my best to help, but all my help does nothing at all. I'm nothing at all. But I know I wont give up. I got the confidence that I can help my family. I won't let them down. Even if i grow up to become a toilet cleaner or a hopeless person, I know I can help my family because I love them.
sometimes i wish someone was there for me, in this cold reality..