Sunday, April 17, 2005

Paranoid

do you ever have a feeling of...

getting paranoid at certain moments in a day?
where its just like.. out of the blue you started thinking about
nonsense and get sensitive about it. even though its just crap.

you can't help but to start thinking alot about it.
and soon you find yourself in a situation that you yourself
is in the shoes of a pessimist?

its totally absurd but you can't help it.
its life.
sometimes we can't put a smile on our faces,
we'd fake it just to let the other party know its alright.
its hard to see how things can turn out different
from everything we've expected.
and again, its life.

its hard how we place our lives on a never ending
chess-board. where things take a twist every now and then.
oh yeah, opponent is life.
just have to face it. even if we lose, the game
restarts, we play again. but somehow sometimes,
we'll win.

and thats where we can really put a smile on our faces.
and not lie about it.

=)

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|Sunday, April 17, 2005|


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