it seems hard.
i just wanna call her. i told her i would today. but there's just something in me making the distance further. i can just give her a msg... call her.. but.. what can i talk to her... questions questions filling my head. i just wanna call her. Damn it! why can't i?! i know im not like this. there's surely things to talk about.
3 years 169 days. and it seems like i'm all the way back to that exact point of time where i made that mistake.
and now i'm here wondering.. its just a call. just as friends. the past is the past. dont frown over it. it gets nowhere. the future holds uncertain roads.
she's seen me when i was the happiest person, when i was at the point of breakdown, when i was at the moment where nothing really mattered, when i was just the person i wanted to be.
thinking about relationships, i'm lazy to have one. i can't bring myself seeing that i have to call, msg, and do those romance things. it all seems no boring, you do that. repeat that. for all the person's you've falled for, and some brings happiness, some nothing. its just a matter of time before things turn out worse.
this the time of myself, where reality can really pull me down and i get back up, no matter how worse it is.
Another ditch in the road
You keep moving
Another stop sign
You keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
Savage Garden - Two Beds & A Coffee Machine
it seems hard.
i just wanna call her. i told her i would today. but there's just something in me making the distance further. i can just give her a msg... call her.. but.. what can i talk to her... questions questions filling my head. i just wanna call her. Damn it! why can't i?! i know im not like this. there's surely things to talk about.
3 years 169 days. and it seems like i'm all the way back to that exact point of time where i made that mistake.
and now i'm here wondering.. its just a call. just as friends. the past is the past. dont frown over it. it gets nowhere. the future holds uncertain roads.
she's seen me when i was the happiest person, when i was at the point of breakdown, when i was at the moment where nothing really mattered, when i was just the person i wanted to be.
thinking about relationships, i'm lazy to have one. i can't bring myself seeing that i have to call, msg, and do those romance things. it all seems no boring, you do that. repeat that. for all the person's you've falled for, and some brings happiness, some nothing. its just a matter of time before things turn out worse.
this the time of myself, where reality can really pull me down and i get back up, no matter how worse it is.