i dreamnt that.. it was kinda weird so i had to write it down! its like i just finished a class in somewhere, mostly the env was like in las vegas and after class since i "take" a same bus with my classmate so we walked back together. halfway along, while walkin of cuz, we talked, just somehow somewhere in some area with neon lights and people, she held my hand if im not wrong. then i just have this feeling that came into me.. the feeling that
"no. im not ready for such stuffs now and i dont want to have any relationships"
that feeling just shot me thru my senses and mind and i just took my arm away. after that i just walked on and some blurry stuff which i forgot and suddenly came back to the neon light spot where she held my hand, only this time, she said sorry and gave to me a handful pocket of coins. i asked "why are you giving me these?" she said its just a sorry; again if im not wrong.
so i said i didnt want it i gave it back, she refused. i just threw the money (the handful pocket of coins) and walked off kinda dissed. and we both have to take the same bus stop, we had to walk the same direction all the while i was like.. dont wish to see her.
what does she treat me for?
then blurred again and this time end up i'm climbing a mountain, on top was it was a big chessboard. i had difficulty climbing it but managed to get on top whereas she had easily gotten up -she took the easy way; i took the hard way-
after that.. we ended up playing chess which i was at a loss cuz i didnt know what to move or play. then a phone call came in from her mom, said she'd be late to pick her up (takes same bus now mom pickin her up..weird) and so she talked over to her mom concerning chocolates. =i dont know any reasons for it and then.. i woke up with a sore feeling in my throat.
ps. the girl looks just like my internet programming lecturer.. the smaller n young version.
thats my dream! hahaha.. its just a dream thou i kinda sensed it signifies alot of whats happened lately. haha.. ok i am so emo like a girl~ heeee!! =
Another ditch in the road
You keep moving
Another stop sign
You keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
Savage Garden - Two Beds & A Coffee Machine
i dreamnt that.. it was kinda weird so i had to write it down! its like i just finished a class in somewhere, mostly the env was like in las vegas and after class since i "take" a same bus with my classmate so we walked back together. halfway along, while walkin of cuz, we talked, just somehow somewhere in some area with neon lights and people, she held my hand if im not wrong. then i just have this feeling that came into me.. the feeling that
"no. im not ready for such stuffs now and i dont want to have any relationships"
that feeling just shot me thru my senses and mind and i just took my arm away. after that i just walked on and some blurry stuff which i forgot and suddenly came back to the neon light spot where she held my hand, only this time, she said sorry and gave to me a handful pocket of coins. i asked "why are you giving me these?" she said its just a sorry; again if im not wrong.
so i said i didnt want it i gave it back, she refused. i just threw the money (the handful pocket of coins) and walked off kinda dissed. and we both have to take the same bus stop, we had to walk the same direction all the while i was like.. dont wish to see her.
what does she treat me for?
then blurred again and this time end up i'm climbing a mountain, on top was it was a big chessboard. i had difficulty climbing it but managed to get on top whereas she had easily gotten up -she took the easy way; i took the hard way-
after that.. we ended up playing chess which i was at a loss cuz i didnt know what to move or play. then a phone call came in from her mom, said she'd be late to pick her up (takes same bus now mom pickin her up..weird) and so she talked over to her mom concerning chocolates. =i dont know any reasons for it and then.. i woke up with a sore feeling in my throat.
ps. the girl looks just like my internet programming lecturer.. the smaller n young version.
thats my dream! hahaha.. its just a dream thou i kinda sensed it signifies alot of whats happened lately. haha.. ok i am so emo like a girl~ heeee!! =