seems like im starting to think alot here and there again.. gotta control.. i dont wanna repeat
what i've done. i know i can do it. no worries. but still problems, from my view, contains
solutions of their own when properly poised.
i'm sick of having relationship. sick of chasing here and there.
beating about the bush. i feel like im a jerk. i dont feel like compromising. i feel fucked
inside now. i feel that its going to be a tainted love somehow if things shld work out. i feel like
running away from these feelings i have. but yet, i always end up back at the beggining.
and now i just want someone to lead me away from this road.
it sucks feeling this way..
i wanna tear my heart open to feel what i wanna feel. i feel like im drowning in these fucking
feelings. i need to fix myself. at least i can try... and move on with my own life.
of all the things i've lost. i miss my mind the most.
its not okay. but i'm still alright.
so tell me what its for.
when i cant have you in my arms.
hahahaHAhahahahhaa........................... Infactuations.
at least i got my friends whenever i need them.
even when the world seems to be on my shoulder
even with everyone is leaning on me.
even when the sun wont rise for me.
even without miracles happening.
i still have them as my friends.
they'll lift off this heavy world off
they'll take all my burden away.
the sun wont shine for everyone.
miracles happen when i have my friends.
jess,
since you've been gone i'm not the same.
Another ditch in the road
You keep moving
Another stop sign
You keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
Savage Garden - Two Beds & A Coffee Machine
seems like im starting to think alot here and there again.. gotta control.. i dont wanna repeat
what i've done. i know i can do it. no worries. but still problems, from my view, contains
solutions of their own when properly poised.
i'm sick of having relationship. sick of chasing here and there.
beating about the bush. i feel like im a jerk. i dont feel like compromising. i feel fucked
inside now. i feel that its going to be a tainted love somehow if things shld work out. i feel like
running away from these feelings i have. but yet, i always end up back at the beggining.
and now i just want someone to lead me away from this road.
it sucks feeling this way..
i wanna tear my heart open to feel what i wanna feel. i feel like im drowning in these fucking
feelings. i need to fix myself. at least i can try... and move on with my own life.
of all the things i've lost. i miss my mind the most.
its not okay. but i'm still alright.
so tell me what its for.
when i cant have you in my arms.
hahahaHAhahahahhaa........................... Infactuations.
at least i got my friends whenever i need them.
even when the world seems to be on my shoulder
even with everyone is leaning on me.
even when the sun wont rise for me.
even without miracles happening.
i still have them as my friends.
they'll lift off this heavy world off
they'll take all my burden away.
the sun wont shine for everyone.
miracles happen when i have my friends.
jess,
since you've been gone i'm not the same.