been pretty bored these days.. kept going out till late night reach home lazy to add
anything in here.. well nevermind about that.
i wonder why now my past feelings are coming back everynow and then when i
really really want to be free of them.
its like they HAUNT me every moment. ...GRASP me.leaving me no space for my HEART's comment. ....shld i just let THINGS be? ..or shld i FORCE myself free? its a mystery with MEMORIES. ...of MISERIES. .. of old FEELINGS.. why cant they just let ME be. ..just to be FREE.... a little poem to feed my feelings. =]1 more.. not really in a mood to write normal stuff.. cuz these memories, they colour my feelings,dark and blood red. without any bloodshed.contradictions turning contrasting..without realising that my future is waiting.to follow its footsteps of twists and turns, neverendingshould i take the first step?.. ...ok enough crapall i want for christmas is to celebrate it with you.
Another ditch in the road
You keep moving
Another stop sign
You keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
Savage Garden - Two Beds & A Coffee Machine
been pretty bored these days.. kept going out till late night reach home lazy to add
anything in here.. well nevermind about that.
i wonder why now my past feelings are coming back everynow and then when i
really really want to be free of them.
its like they HAUNT me every moment. ...GRASP me.leaving me no space for my HEART's comment. ....shld i just let THINGS be? ..or shld i FORCE myself free? its a mystery with MEMORIES. ...of MISERIES. .. of old FEELINGS.. why cant they just let ME be. ..just to be FREE.... a little poem to feed my feelings. =]1 more.. not really in a mood to write normal stuff.. cuz these memories, they colour my feelings,dark and blood red. without any bloodshed.contradictions turning contrasting..without realising that my future is waiting.to follow its footsteps of twists and turns, neverendingshould i take the first step?.. ...ok enough crapall i want for christmas is to celebrate it with you.