hmm..
down for some serious thinking on what i should do with my current situation.
well ok.. first of all.. i got over the feelings. GEe... thats fast. but hey.. im happy i'm over it.
and now.. time for me to plan.. =)
and ok.. still feel a lil sad thou.. but i know these feelings will be gone.
heard from Korn's Lyrics..
"Now i see the times they change.
Leaving dosen't seem so strange."
well.. it really dont seem strange now. if she is walkin away.. i shld leave too right?
no use wandering anymore.
and yes.. times do change.. very fast indeed. i gotta adapt to it.
hmm.. for now.. removed those pics from friendster.. not really nice putting those up
since she isn't my gf.
yesterday.. my nick was "please dont go away. i know you
wanna stay". b4 she left.. i told her my nick was for her.. and guess what she replied..
she dont wanna stay. and she said...
"some memories are more precious then love itself"
well.. gotta say a little thing here.. these memories we once had will be precious.
i wanna say.. "these feelings inside me, finally found my life, i'm finally free. no longer torn
in two.." okay.. its a rip from dream theather's song.. but it does makes sense here..
no worries.. im no longer torn in two.
now for plans plans....
gotta buck up in my lost studies..
gotta get new shoes..
meet new ppl.. ahha..
be myself again~
im ever so happy..
i really gotta thank my friends..
daphne, for being my darling lovely wife.. =hwee ling, for scolding me and making sense in me.
mira, for asking me a qns tt really kicked out those feelings.
del, thanks for the quote.. nothing really came with a guarantee in my life.
alia, aww your so sweet.. thanks for cheering my up baby!
jufri, i guess i really can resort everything to him.. he really is understanding.
hansel, bro.. you can really be a good adviser.
raihan, you really can make me laugh no matter what shit mood im in.. thanksssss
and the most of all.. jackson. you really helped me a great deal. im still young.. i got
many more experiences to learn.
and myself.. if i didnt love myself. i wont be able to be back at this state right?
i guess i really got a good group of friends..
for now when i look back and think about it.. i guess i'll just laugh at myself and wonder
how foolish i was.. haha..
i got over one of my obstacles in life.. -end-
Another ditch in the road
You keep moving
Another stop sign
You keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
Savage Garden - Two Beds & A Coffee Machine
hmm..
down for some serious thinking on what i should do with my current situation.
well ok.. first of all.. i got over the feelings. GEe... thats fast. but hey.. im happy i'm over it.
and now.. time for me to plan.. =)
and ok.. still feel a lil sad thou.. but i know these feelings will be gone.
heard from Korn's Lyrics..
"Now i see the times they change.
Leaving dosen't seem so strange."
well.. it really dont seem strange now. if she is walkin away.. i shld leave too right?
no use wandering anymore.
and yes.. times do change.. very fast indeed. i gotta adapt to it.
hmm.. for now.. removed those pics from friendster.. not really nice putting those up
since she isn't my gf.
yesterday.. my nick was "please dont go away. i know you
wanna stay". b4 she left.. i told her my nick was for her.. and guess what she replied..
she dont wanna stay. and she said...
"some memories are more precious then love itself"
well.. gotta say a little thing here.. these memories we once had will be precious.
i wanna say.. "these feelings inside me, finally found my life, i'm finally free. no longer torn
in two.." okay.. its a rip from dream theather's song.. but it does makes sense here..
no worries.. im no longer torn in two.
now for plans plans....
gotta buck up in my lost studies..
gotta get new shoes..
meet new ppl.. ahha..
be myself again~
im ever so happy..
i really gotta thank my friends..
daphne, for being my darling lovely wife.. =hwee ling, for scolding me and making sense in me.
mira, for asking me a qns tt really kicked out those feelings.
del, thanks for the quote.. nothing really came with a guarantee in my life.
alia, aww your so sweet.. thanks for cheering my up baby!
jufri, i guess i really can resort everything to him.. he really is understanding.
hansel, bro.. you can really be a good adviser.
raihan, you really can make me laugh no matter what shit mood im in.. thanksssss
and the most of all.. jackson. you really helped me a great deal. im still young.. i got
many more experiences to learn.
and myself.. if i didnt love myself. i wont be able to be back at this state right?
i guess i really got a good group of friends..
for now when i look back and think about it.. i guess i'll just laugh at myself and wonder
how foolish i was.. haha..
i got over one of my obstacles in life.. -end-