there comes a time where everyone of us seems down.
i guess its my turn...
i wonder why i'll feel this way too.. because.. hai.. i really dont know how to put it into
words in here. everything i know and i have seems to be different now...
these past 3 days of christmas.. one is suppose to be happy.. joyous.
Why didnt i had any of that?
all i felt within myself was confusion, different moods and an infactuation which im not sure of it.
if its love or just a crush.
she said she isnt up to me. i was too nice..
i wonder does lies completes a human? or it just detroys one.
this is how it went..
yesterday.. met her for dinner.
yes i held her hand.. we walked, talked.
everything normal.. till night.. before we went home.
by the pond we sat.
by the pond we pondered.
what we felt of each other.. and we kissed. i really didnt know myself but i kissed back.
after those.. went home.. talked online..
even posted the pics we took.. and yet.. before i went to bed.
she told me.. if we're together.. i said back i wished we were..
and i got.. "dating means we're not." i said ok.. even hahaha...
its just lies i told her its okay. guess im just sensitive.
i didnt think about any of it.
this morning woke up.. and saw what her friendster wrote and now.. it leaves me nth
but just a lost feeling within me.
i really wonder why she'll feel that way..
what was going on in her mind..
dont wanna say bye just because of this..
please?
don't feel down.. please.
don't feel bad.. or even frown... please.
don't leave.. please.
its not our last meeting.. please.
we'll meet again.. please.
i feel like breaking down and cry..
will you save me?.. please..
Another ditch in the road
You keep moving
Another stop sign
You keep moving on
And the years go by so fast
Wonder how I ever made it through
Savage Garden - Two Beds & A Coffee Machine
there comes a time where everyone of us seems down.
i guess its my turn...
i wonder why i'll feel this way too.. because.. hai.. i really dont know how to put it into
words in here. everything i know and i have seems to be different now...
these past 3 days of christmas.. one is suppose to be happy.. joyous.
Why didnt i had any of that?
all i felt within myself was confusion, different moods and an infactuation which im not sure of it.
if its love or just a crush.
she said she isnt up to me. i was too nice..
i wonder does lies completes a human? or it just detroys one.
this is how it went..
yesterday.. met her for dinner.
yes i held her hand.. we walked, talked.
everything normal.. till night.. before we went home.
by the pond we sat.
by the pond we pondered.
what we felt of each other.. and we kissed. i really didnt know myself but i kissed back.
after those.. went home.. talked online..
even posted the pics we took.. and yet.. before i went to bed.
she told me.. if we're together.. i said back i wished we were..
and i got.. "dating means we're not." i said ok.. even hahaha...
its just lies i told her its okay. guess im just sensitive.
i didnt think about any of it.
this morning woke up.. and saw what her friendster wrote and now.. it leaves me nth
but just a lost feeling within me.
i really wonder why she'll feel that way..
what was going on in her mind..
dont wanna say bye just because of this..
please?
don't feel down.. please.
don't feel bad.. or even frown... please.
don't leave.. please.
its not our last meeting.. please.
we'll meet again.. please.
i feel like breaking down and cry..
will you save me?.. please..